Thursday, July 28, 2011

A person doesn't gain enlightenment from a short conversation with a guru. A person gains enlightenment on the journey up the mountain and then back again.

Wednesday, July 27, 2011

People are quick to point out or exploit any person, event, or action that shows the exception to a rule as long as that person is in disagreement with that rule. However, they usually are quick to dismiss exceptions for the rules they like.

Tuesday, July 26, 2011

If you don't believe that there is a war by the powerful against the powerless, then take a look at the defunding of our schools and the increased funding for prisons. Then listen to how they justify locking up the very people they refuse to educate.
Only a fool believes that the best way to strengthen a nation is by disenfranchising the majority of it's citizens.

Friday, July 22, 2011

When considering our country, when considering ourselves as Americans (regardless of how we hyphenate or subcategorize ourselves into groups), we must go beyond the watered-down version of events. We must go in depth and search the archives for truth because what we have been handed is so narrowly crafted that it practically constitutes as lie. There is no reason for anyone to plead ignorance anymore, one can only plead laziness. 

Monday, July 18, 2011

I am very fortunate whenever I am able to catch a profound thought racing through my mind. By right now there is nothing but chaos and jagged ideas. No stream, no pond, not even a puddle. My thoughts are like water being tossed into the air from a thousand different cups.

Sunday, July 17, 2011

Sleep at times is nothing more than a shadow outside my door, but maybe she resembles death too closely. Despite my own personal relationship with suicide,death at the door is quite a different matter altogether. Yet, the real casualty here is a goodnight sleep, and for no reason except that my mind turn on when it shOuld be relaxing, and so I have lay here a still as Possible so I dont wake my wife
I don't believe in fate or destiny. I believe that forces within close proximity have a way of intentionally and unintentionally colliding. There is no puppet master, no grand plan. There are just random lives occupying the same space, and so many of the lives will naturally come Into contact with each other. There is no mysticism in that.

Monday, July 11, 2011

I continue to become a better parent every time I accept that what's best for my son is not determined by MY understanding of sociology-cultural norms

Saturday, July 9, 2011

I spent so much of my life afraid to just be myself that the person I am today is possibly nothing more than a fraud, or at the very least a composite of a lifetime of fraudulent vignettes. Now, as I try to just do what comes naturally I question the validity of every thought and action. Or maybe I was being true to myself all along, it's just that very few others ever understood what was happening.

Wednesday, July 6, 2011

One of the best things about doing yardwork on a hot sunny day is that no one usually wants to come outside and help, which leaves me with plenty of time to think. When you have young children, thinking time is prime time. So a little bit of yardwork is a reasonable trade-off.